As someone whos been naturally skinny all my life i cant help but think getting rather fat and becoming like a jolly gourmand type would be good for me, is this true or just grass greener other side?

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But yeah ive had my ups and my downs being thin, sometimes decent, sometimes too thin, and it just feels like i should at least give being larger a go ig even if i don't like it at all. Maybe this just stems from finding somewhat heavier set guys pretty attractive.